It comes natural

  Today feels so blah.  Ya know?  ever have one of those days when you just dont feel like moving or talking to anyone?  Yes, today was all that. *woodie flippin do* 

I guess my parents had previously planned to go out on the boat today and go to a beach.  Just, me my little sister mom and dad.  *yIkes*  i can hardly stand them sometimes.  I think that my dad has OCD really bad (not even kidding)  and he looses his temper over very little things.

SO...i was kind of putsing around this morning half dreading the day today and my mom bursts through the front door*apperently coming home from work*  shouting "YA READY TO GO?!"  i thought o my god mostly because i was on the computer and in my jim jams.  and when she says that and NOBODY is ready, she gets pissy.  Then later dad says that he dosent even feel like going today, wich helped a bit, but mom got even more pissed *without saying anything* ya, i could tell.  But dad says that about 11 more times before getting up and getting ready to hook the boat up to the truck. O_o    Not really wanting to go, i still slumped around looking depressed and what-not.  None the less i changed into my swimsuit.  But JEEPERS!  my mother flies into my room like a bat out of hell and slams the door and *i think she whent to lock it but hahahaha-no lock*.  so instead she stands in front of the door so i cant escape.  She asked me what the problem was and if something was bothering me.  Obviously in my "not feeling like talking to anyone day", i just shrugged my shoulders and told her i couldnt think of anything.  But hey, it is kinda hard to solve a problem when you dont know what the problem is, right?    I think most of my attitude is just coming from the upcoming school year stardum.  Plus, i have to babysitt today so yay.  But i really dont mind that to be honest, im at least doing something.  But on top of all that most of the summer to me feels like im living in the Truman Show.  Every day felt like a routine to me.  *not counting my daily chores :X*. 

but i guess thats kind of to be excpected when you live in a retierment community with nothing much to do except spend your gas money trying to get away.

So we didnt go boating today, >turns out dad left the key in the boat and the batteries dead :D  so weve planned on tomorrow.O_O

*lets just plan on having another story like today shall we?*  ^_^ hehe